it's weird how people will give you every one of their opinions they have for your life and the decisions you've made. most of the time we don't want those opinions, most of the time we search for wise council. i've been told my whole life who i was supposed to be and where i was going to go in life, and even lately it seems like people are trying to define who i am and what i'm going to do with my life in a very shallow manner. that being said, that's what sparked me to write this:
where do i go from here
i dont know, but i'll wipe the dust off my knees
and to the heavens kiss the peace, it's balance that i seek
but when i speak, i can't hear the words i wanted originally
only an inverted sense of reality now is filling me
but how can this be possible i ran in every direction
searched high and low for the answers, and only got a correction
i don't know where i am anymore
looking off the edge of the cliff seemed so comfortable
staring risks in the eye was laughable but i probably should've been careful
i probably should've been smarter , i should've cared a bit more
but why care anymore, when your heart and soul are on the floor
and i do everything i can to move on to a better place
but still shutter at the sight of my honest mirrored face
i don't know who i am
i was hoping that you could tell me
every word i utter seems smeared with false accusations
i am who you say i am right?
irresponsible, unlovable, untouchable, unintentional
but the truth is i might not know who i am
but i know what im not
im not a coward,not arrogant, not a liar, and i KNOW i can be loved
i know theres a way out, if i just find out where i'm from
Peace and Much Love
-M.lot
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